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Saturday, January 06, 2007
went back stnicks with jo n becca for prep on thurs, campfire yest and cca fair today! well, everything went on well i supposed. Campfire was a success! (eh gp i really stood there and watched the fireball fly down leh haha) Drills comm was wonderful today (: the music was very loud, so somehow felt damn shuang! so i guess the whole sec1 orientation was good (:
we went j8 after that jus now. watched charlotte's web. but think i was just staring at the screen instead of reali concentrating. walked around and left. (besties: So sorry that my heart n mind was somewhere else jus now. thanks for bearing with my /: look the whole day.) i sat alone at the far end(beyond the construction work) of the quite empty bishan mrt stn for one whole hour, watching the trains come n go. dont know why i did that too, so dont ask me. i just stared into space and at my handphone.
i really dont know whats going on anymore. why did things turn out like this. it hurts alot reading those msges you sent these few days. i can understand how you felt cos i feel exactly the same! but somehow we're still avoiding each other, arent we? ); i miss you. Oh mighty courage, come find us pls!!! im praying hard.
anyway gp, perhaps you're right, i'm really a coward.